Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Jetlag

Wow, it’s already March 31st. My last few days in Japan were non-stop activity, and I only barely finished cleaning and packing by the time I was picked up. The van arrived at my house just as I was taking the trash bags out. Traveling was easy, though I regretted wearing four layers as I walked around carrying my luggage. The airports and airplanes both were mostly empty. Well, my flight from Tokyo to Dallas was more full than empty, but I still had two empty seats next to me.

I’ve now been at home for a week and a half. I’ve only left once, to go to the grocery store, and I’m about to leave for the second time today. I was jet-lagged until about Friday, a full week, and I had terrible difficulty getting my schoolwork done by the due dates. I had forum assignments in both classes, which are my most loathed type of assignment, but it also didn’t help that I’ve been playing video games.

I continued the Terraria game that I started back in Japan. On Saturday I fought the last boss and lost, but making it that far granted me nearly all of the most powerful items in the game, so I more or less lost interest in playing. A game that I have always wanted, Cities: Skylines, was on sale for 80% off. When I tried playing it in the past my framerate was so low that I had to give up, but I’ve ordered a new computer so I felt justified in buying it. I managed to play a couple of games on this computer, and sometimes it ran fine. The sense of progression was difficult to grasp though—I think I need to watch a video or read a guide to understand what I’m trying to do.

That game inspired me to return to Factorio. It has gone from version 0.16 to 0.18 since the last time I played it (a seablock playthrough that I dropped about eight months ago), but the only significant differences I have noticed are cosmetic. Apparently BobsAngels has gotten a few updates, but so far the only thing I’ve noticed is that the greenhouse churns out trees instead of wood, and these trees must be cut (with a sawblade) to make the wood.  I also installed an additional mod set, Pyanodon, to give this playthrough a little more novelty. So far I haven’t seen any of its content, though.

Given that I can’t really go out and plus I’m getting a new computer, I’ve decided to relax my no video games rule. I’d also like to game online with a friend now that I’m home, so that’s another reason not to maintain it. I’m going to return to my no fanfiction rule, though. Last night I caught up on Quintessence, a Worm/Star Wars crossover, and it caused me to stay up past midnight. There are plenty of books in this house, many that I have not read yet and many that I would read again. I have no excuse for wasting time on fanfiction except that it doesn’t require me to turn off the lights when I’m finished. Maybe I can find a different lamp or rig up something to make that even less of an issue.

So, other goals. My top priority right now is schoolwork. I think that if I work 4 hours a day (2 hours on each class) I’ll be in a good position and I might be able to forego working on the weekend. After three weeks of laziness though, I’m not sure that I can jump right into such an ambitious schedule. Furthermore, this week’s work is on the light side, so I’m not feeling as much pressure. So, for this week I’m going to aim for over an hour for each class every day for the next three days, and I’ll up the pace on Friday if it looks like I’ll have difficulty finishing. Next week I believe I have big projects in both classes, which should motivate me to stick to four hours a day, and once I know that I can do it maybe I can keep up the pace thereafter. I have a new strategy that I’m going to try—sessions. I’ll work on school work for 15-45 minute sessions, and then I’ll do something else. I’m hoping that the idea of just working for fifteen minutes will decrease my desire to procrastinate. Also, I’m going to time myself during these sessions, which I hope should increase my focus, knowing that if I distract myself with news or whatever, my reporting will be inaccurate.

My next goal is exercise. I danced on Monday of last week, but I wasn’t very happy with how difficult it was to pivot. I pulled out my tennis shoes and dance socks, but haven’t tried them yet. Last night I did do a song on DDR, which was fast but it left me completely out of breath, just after one song! I’m going to try to dance today, and if I’m still not happy with it, I might decide on a different mode of exercise. I have plenty of choices: there are weights and furniture, and I don’t have to feel bad about doing HIIT, and there’s a rowing machine, and I could probably even use the elliptical. So, for the next few days I might explore my options for exercise. I will set a concrete goal for general exercise by Sunday of next week. However, I am going to extend my five-minute plank goal for one (last) month. I’ll do a plank in the morning and evening; preferably a side plank, that way I can do a normal plank with less effort during the day.

On my list of priorities, getting a job would be number three. While I think that I could get a job now at the grocery store, the current situation is a good excuse to recuse myself from this requirement. At the very least I’d like to get a better feel for how much time schoolwork takes when I’m working on it diligently. Here’s my goal then—I’m going to look for job postings at least once a week for the next three weeks, until April 19th. At that point, if the virus situation seems to be calming, I’ll start looking more frequently. If I see a job that is either (relatively) well-paying or a good experience, I’ll apply. That’s all I’m going to plan for now. If something changes my mind, next Monday I’ll give a report and reevaluate this goal as necessary.

I want to help with cooking and cleaning of the house. Cleaning I will do after exercising. So far, we discuss cooking on a case by case basis. I don’t think this is ideal, but I don’t feel that it’s the right time to try to institute something more regular. At least until next week, and possibly for the next month, I’m just going to cook whenever I see the need.

Writing and reflection is an important habit that I have neglected for the past two weeks. I think my productivity will receive a tremendous boost if I write regularly. In the past I found it difficult to write every day, but I think I’m going to try from tomorrow. I’ll wake up and eat breakfast, do a session of schoolwork, and then write about how I did with my goals on the previous day and possibly what I intend to do next.

I have been playing piano most days since I came home, but a couple of the notes ring painfully in my head, and I would really prefer to pick up the violin, even though it’s more difficult to set up and play. At this moment I don’t have any goals. If I practice consistently this month, I think I could aim to play Bach’s double concerto by the end of May, but I feel that it is out of reach for this month. I would like to be able to play one song (maybe a less familiar one) well enough to perform (to myself), and I would like to be able to play the G scale confidently, with good intonation and at a decent tempo. I need to find a program or something that will help me with the intonation—that’s something to think about. More details to follow.

Next is my language studies. For the month of April, I’m going to go casual with Japanese—reading only when I feel like it. Spanish will be my new focus. My ultimate goal is an ACTFL certificate, which is a valid certificate for teaching licensure in some states. I’ll do more research on the usage of these certificates, but I was amazed to see them available for so many languages. They might be a future goal for other languages as well. What are my steps toward passing this test? Obviously I need to learn more about the test first, but I’m having a little trouble with my research there. I feel confident about my reading ability, but I know that my knowledge of the grammar rules is quite sketchy. For today, I’ll look for a way to focus on improving that, in addition to researching the ACTFL test.

I’ve been doing the Rubik’s cube consistently but not deliberately. My last solve, which I did casually, took me 1:42. I think by concentrating more I could knock twenty seconds off, but that still puts me way behind my beginner method. I’m still making several mistakes with F2L, taking my time remembering steps for PLL, and hardly using OLL at all (since I only know three of the seven algorithms for it). My first priority then, is to finish learning OLL. For the next four days starting today, I’ll pick an algorithm, practice the steps 30 times, and train it five times. I’ll do that in addition to my casual solving, and I’ll practice the other OLL algorithms ten times. On the weekend I’ll practice all the OLL algorithms ten times and do mixed training 18 times (three for each algorithm I’m less familiar with). If I stick to this, I think my OLL should have a solid foundation that only requires more practice. I’ll announce my next goal for the Rubik’s cube on Monday.

My programming has once again been completely neglected. I don’t have the motivation for it at the moment. I’d like to pick up another hobby if I’m not doing this or working, but for now I think that I might spend any extra time on Factorio. Well, I’ll think about this tomorrow.

Finally, Bible reading, prayer, and memorization needs to be given a much higher priority. I haven’t reviewed my Psalms in the past two weeks, so first I’ll focus on reviewing Psalms 1-20 between now and Monday. I recognize up to Psalm 31, so I’ll review Psalms 21-31 for the rest of the month, with memorizing Psalm 32 (I’m pretty sure it’s new) as my stretch goal. As for reading the Bible and praying, I think I need a modest formula to get me in the habit. Also, I know that the amount I pray is never sufficient, so it’s discouraging thinking about how I fail each time. I need success and reasonable bounds, so I’ll read one chapter a day (I think I’m in Mark now), and I’ll pray for two people.

Writing this reminded me of a thought I had from all the farewells at the end of the school year in Japan. I think I need to write about a person every day, extolling their virtues and why I’m thankful that they are in my life. I think this will give me a better attitude toward interacting with people—more of a “you” focus, because I’ll be looking for material and/or I’ll be looking to validate what I have written about them. I probably shouldn’t post this writing online, so I guess I’ll start a word document for it. I plan to start this tomorrow—today I’ve already been writing for two hours, so it’s time to do something else and catch up with my other tasks.

Before I go, a quick summary of my goals as they relate to my next 24 hours.
  •           No fanfiction—read a paperback before sleep (right now it’s A Gathering of Old Men)
  •           Work on schoolwork in 15 to 45-minute sessions, at least 1 hour per class
  •           Try dancing with dancing socks
  •           Look for jobs by next Sunday.
  •           Write in the morning after the first schoolwork session, starting before 10 AM.
  •           Choose an easy but less familiar violin piece to master.
  •           Find a way to monitor intonation for scales.
  •           Research ACTFL test—what’s the use, content, and how to prepare.
  •           Find an interesting way to practice Spanish grammar.
  •           Practice one OLL algorithm deliberately
  •           Review Psalms
  •           Read Mark and pray for two people

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