Looking back on my title from my last post, it seems that I
might have been overcome by hubris. Although I had a decent Saturday morning,
my plans were disrupted by Dad’s pronouncement that he was ready to go get the
materials for my woodworking project. This should have been fine—I could simply
shift my project time to the morning and the schoolwork to the afternoon. However,
the trip was extremely stressful, and when I got home, I ended up spending the
entire afternoon drifting into and out of sleep. In between my catnaps, I
either played my new (mindless) video game or I read, as I lacked the will to
return to schoolwork. Finally, on Sunday I realized that I was pressed. I tried
to finish the assignment on which I was furthest along, but the way ahead seemed
incomprehensible and drove me back to video games. I waited until past the last
minute and had to turn in three less-than-half finished assignments. It was miserable.
It was a heavy week of assignments, and in the end I did
spend just as much time on schoolwork as I did two weeks ago (and several hours
more than last week), but it wasn’t nearly sufficient. I needed to put more
time in earlier in the week, so once again I’m committing myself to doing at
least three hours a day, at least on weekdays.
Right now though, I’m so distracted that I’m finding it
difficult to focus on my reading. I finished a book about the periodic table of
the elements, and this morning I started another one. I talked with Mom about
it and various experiments, so now I really want to do some more research on
it. I don’t really have any progress to report since my last post, given that almost
all of the last 48 hours was spent on video games or schoolwork. I did listen
to the sermon from the church in Greensboro for the first time since I came
home, and that was really nice—I had missed it.
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