Today’s
the end of February. I’ll be spending most of the day working on my
final paper for my class, but I’m confident that I can write it
quickly. For once, I’m more concerned that I will have to trim my
writing rather than expand it.
Looking back over my habits, I accomplished them for the following
number of days out of 29 days in February:
Bible reading/prayer: 13
Exercise: 10
Cleaning: 9
Schoolwork: 18
Reading: 12
Programming: 10
Japanese: 17
Writing: 16
Bible memory: 7 out of 10 days since I started
No video games: 16
No fanfiction: 24
Obviously my eleven-day video game binge really put a hole in the
month’s progress. As I said before, I need to find a rescue
mechanism in the case that a reiteration appears to be imminent. Even
so, I don’t feel like I did too badly. Ten days of exercise is one
day in three, which is kind of my baseline goal. I’m quite
satisfied to have averaged writing every other day. I was surprised
to see that I only read 12 days total because it felt like more, but
looking back it seems that my memory might be incorporating January,
in which I read 24/31 days. Wow, that was a lot.
JAPANESE
I have learned 94 words, so I’ve averaged over three words a
day. That’s not too bad, especially considering I slacked off for
almost half of that time. I think I will continue this goal in March,
though I will be less strict about finding six or seven words every
day—the difficulty became a little intimidating after a few
unsuccessful days.
I also wrote six sentences in Japanese—far below my goal. Rather
than feeling motivated to try again, however, I think I’m ready to
give up production. Anyway, while I may use a bit of Japanese in the
days to come, it’s looking like even the drinking party which was
my strongest source of motivation might be canceled. On a related
note, I finished a fanfiction yesterday that was nearly 600k words.
The author claims that English is not his first (or even second)
language, and yet as far as I can tell he uses it just as well if not
better than a native speaker, and he uses many English words that I’m
not familiar with—lucubration, for instance. I think that’s
amazing and I would love to be able to do the same, but right now I
don’t have the drive.
Instead, I’ve decided to return to the reasons that I wanted to
learn Japanese in the first place, as these are most likely to
motivate me even after I leave Japan. First, I wanted to learn kanji.
As of now, I have familiarity with all the general-use kanji, and if
I see a kanji I don’t know I can almost always identify its parts
so that I can look it up. I would like to be more comfortable with
writing, so I might later set up a short routine of writing a certain
number of kanji every day, but on the whole I feel that I have
satisfied my goal in this area. My other aim was to be able to read
visual novels, especially ones that aren’t available in English. My
drive to play these games has dimmed along with my youth (hah), but
is not yet extinguished. Thus, my goal for March will be to read a
visual novel for at least 15 minutes every day.
5-MINUTE PLANK
I didn’t do any planks between Tuesday morning and Friday night,
when I barely did 2:15. I made it to 2:40 this morning, but it was
painful. At night, my minimum goal was 2:20, and once again it took a
lot of effort just to make it that far. I did a lot of sit-ups during
my work-out, which I blame partially for the difficulty.
I suspect that two minutes of the plank will take a while to build
up to. Truly though, I enjoy planking because I always feel like I’ve
accomplished something and I can do something else during the few
minutes it takes. I think I will extend my five-minute plank goal to
the end of March, but for better accountability I’ll also say that
I want to be able to do 3:30 by March 8, 4:00 by March 15, 4:30 by
March 21, and 4:45 by March 28.
DANCING
No progress since last post.
PROGRAMMING
No progress since last post.
BIBLE MEMORY
I think I reached my goal of at least 90% accuracy for Psalms
1-10. I’ve been using scripturetyper to review verses, which is
convenient but has several attributes which make the statistics it
reports inaccurate. Until I get my program running, though, it’s
the best tool that I have, and according to it, my goal was achieved.
Looking back, this goal was a bit too modest. I neglected practicing
for three days this week, and still felt quite confident about
meeting the goal.
There are 121 verses in Psalms 1-10, and I had ten days to review
(though I only used seven). I think my next goal will be In Psalms
11-25, in which there are 214 verses. Although I’ll have triple the
number of days for fewer than double the verses, I’m also sure that
I don’t remember these verses nearly as well. In fact, when I did a
quick test of Psalm 25, nothing even came to mind, as if I was trying
to memorize it for the first time. So I think this will be a
challenge. To make sure that it isn’t too easy though, I’m going
to go through all the Psalms in the first ten days, and do a test on
March 15. If I can remember at least 90% of at least 160 verses, then
I’ll add to my goal.
RUBIK’S CUBE
I skipped practice from Tuesday to Thursday. I realized this
morning that I can do F2L with very little backtracking, though my
methods are not always most efficient. For this week then (through
March 7th), I have two goals. First, learn the last 2 PLL algorithms
(I’ve forgotten one since I first learned it), practicing the
patterns 20 times a day and identification and use 5 times a day.
That might sound like a lot, but the pattern only takes a few
seconds, so all of this shouldn’t take more than ten minutes total.
My second goal is to go through every possible F2L case, examining my
intuitive solving and comparing it with the ideal solution to see if
learning the algorithm makes a significant difference.
Saturday, February 29, 2020
Friday, February 28, 2020
Fanfiction and Corona
On Monday I felt absolutely on top
of the world. On Tuesday, I felt close to miserable, particularly in the
afternoon. I was sneezing a lot and having to blow my nose every ten minutes. I
went to the supermarket and bought some allergy medicine, which I took before
bedtime, but I really didn’t feel like doing anything. Even when I tried
solving a Rubik’s cube, I made several mistakes and got frustrated. I tried to
find a book to replace the one that I finished on Monday night, about four
kings of the renaissance, but I couldn’t find anything that piqued my interest.
So, I ended up reading fanfiction on Tuesday, about Harry Potter in the world
of Lord of the Rings. It was good, but had an unsatisfactory ending in which
Harry was transported to another dimension, and it implied that he might not
return for a long time if ever.
After taking the medicine I slept
better and felt fine on Wednesday, so I guess it really was allergies in
February. I got a little bit of schoolwork done at work, but I also found another
fanfiction which I have continued to read in my free time since then, replacing
all my good habits with one that I’ve been trying to eliminate. Of course, that
has only really totaled three days, but since my final paper is due this week
and I will do a monthly report this weekend, it’s not a very nice end to the
month.
For some reason I decided that I
was not going to cook at all this week, and have been eating convenience store
food instead. That might be bad in America, but I live close to a nice convenience
store with fresh food, kind of like a Sheetz, but the food is stir-fry bowls
instead of sandwiches. A couple of my coworkers have only eat from convenience
stores for over a year, so I don’t feel like a week will be too bad for me.
Still, after this week I think and hope that I will be excited to return to
cooking.
The panic over the corona virus has
increased steadily. I wasn’t really worried about it until on Tuesday I heard
that someone in Matsumoto had the virus. On Thursday there was an announcement
in the school that if anyone in the Shiojiri school system caught the virus,
all the schools in the city would immediately close for at least fourteen days.
Furthermore, the long graduation ceremony at the end of the term would be
shortened to only 15 minutes, and the participants reduced to the graduating
class, their parents, and the teachers. Then yesterday the prime minister of
Japan made an order to shut down schools until the end of spring break. Nagano
prefecture apparently wasn’t addressed immediately in this order, but the
situation is still developing. Before my third period class, I was told that we
would indeed stop classes until spring break. That means that I won’t be able
to see my students again. I’m still sorting out my feelings about this, but I’m
definitely feeling loss.
Monday, February 24, 2020
Third day of a three-day weekend
I’m not sure that I’ve had a more
productive third day of a three-day weekend in the entire time that I’ve lived
in Japan. As usual I felt the call of video games, and I did look for and play
an idle game, but it is so necessarily idle that I doubt I spent more than an
hour on it all day. I had planned to try pre-packing, but I didn’t really feel
motivated on Sunday, and I completely forgot yesterday. I don’t think it will be
necessary. I made some progress on the final paper for my class--not as much as I had hoped, but I feel satisfied.
JAPANESE
Since I had some time, I did my reading in
Steins;Gate, the visual novel that I’ve been trying to read for the past two
years. It took me a solid twenty minutes of reading to find six words that I wasn’t
confident in my understanding and weren’t too niche. Even then, the words were
a bit technical—for example: compression, drainage, interference. One example
of a word that I felt was too niche was the Japanese translation of the large
Hadron collider. Yeah, I don’t plan on using that in communication any time
soon.
I still didn’t do any writing in Japanese,
but I still intend to try.
5-MINUTE PLANK
In the morning I barely made it to 2:15. In
the evening I pushed myself for the last thirty seconds to make 3:00. It was
really tough, but I feel like my back and stomach are getting stronger even if
it doesn’t necessarily show in my times.
DANCING
I learned a basic but nice new move
yesterday, but found that it looks better slow than fast, or maybe I just can’t
do it properly when going fast.
Though I decided on a song to choreograph
on Sunday, I found a shorter one with about the same tempo (and as a bonus, in
French!) yesterday, so I decided to go with it instead. My next step will be to
figure out which of the dance moves that I know and can do in my apartment
setting are tempo appropriate. Once I make that list, I’ll match sections of
the song to those moves, and finally I’ll work on making smooth transitions
between them.
PROGRAMMING
I still didn’t do any actual programming,
but I finally added some things to the project management website. It’s really
cool. I wrote features I wanted to add as tasks, and then for the most crucial one
I broke down the task into subtasks, then because I had some decisions to make,
I brainstormed some possible solutions on the website, where it was recorded so
that I can see it in the future. So I didn’t really do anything, but I feel
better about it and more prepared to work on it soon.
BIBLE MEMORY
I reviewed a few Psalms, including Psalm 9,
which was still difficult but I (barely) managed to do with 90% accuracy. I
also read and then reviewed Psalm 10. I missed a couple of verses, but it wasn’t
as bad as Psalm 9. I think if I review all 10 of the Psalms twice between today
and Friday, I will have no problem recalling them to satisfaction on Saturday,
my goal date.
RUBIK’S CUBE
I was much more disciplined about counting
moves, and though I had a couple of times where my mind blanked and I got a really
high number of moves, in general I felt like the solutions were coming more
easily. When I did my night plank, I also solved the Rubik’s cube using F2L,
and did it in just over two minutes.
Sunday, February 23, 2020
Lost backpack
On the way back from a little afternoon shopping trip, I got off the
train at my home station and took about five steps before realizing
that my backpack was gone. It didn’t have anything particularly
valuable in it, but it did contain my shopping harvest and it’s a
good backpack. So I turned around and jumped back on the train just
before the doors closed. My backpack wasn’t there, so it had to be
back at the station where I had gotten on the train, but I was
currently on a train heading in the opposite direction, to a station
where sometimes there are no trains for an hour or more. I was very
fortunate this time though—I arrived at the station two minutes
before a train that was going back in the direction from which I
came. I rode this train all the way back to the shopping station and
found my backpack sitting on a chair exactly as I had left it. I
caught the next train back home, only having lost an hour in total.
JAPANESE
I endured an article
about the corona virus and mined my vocabulary words. Nothing came to
mind for writing. From today I will start writing my big paper which
will include a lot of review of the concepts that I have learned, so
I hope that I will be able to use what I am thinking about in that
assignment.
5-MINUTE PLANK
Yesterday morning I
just barely held out for 2:18. At night though, I made it to 3:00 and
the alarm still wasn’t ringing too loudly—I might have been able
to keep going. I suspect that caffeine might be detrimental to my
endurance, so on Tuesday I’ll try doing it before breakfast.
DANCING
I danced for the
first time in two weeks on Friday, and on Saturday I did squats until
I got tired—usually I just do them until I get bored, which
actually takes less time. On Sunday I learned that doing that many
squats makes me very sore. I decided to count my walking (about
thirty minutes) and bike riding (15 minutes) as my exercise.
PROGRAMMING
No progress.
BIBLE MEMORY
On Saturday I
struggled with Psalm 7, but on Sunday it came to me easily and almost
without errors. Psalm 8 I made it through without too many errors
despite not reviewing it. Psalm 9 is the longest of the first ten
Psalms at 20 verses. I read them first, but even after immediately
trying to review I had a lot of trouble, as expected. Still, I think
my original goal is doable.
RUBIK’S CUBE
I got a lot of
practice in while I was on or waiting for the train. It was difficult
to make the disciplined act of counting my moves for F2L, though. I
only recorded three tries, 53, 29, and 53. Obviously the middle one
was very lucky. I’ll try to do better today and record at least
five.
Saturday, February 22, 2020
New Mindset
For the last forty-eight hours or so, I’ve been monitoring my
thoughts more carefully than usual, and filtering them through my new
mindset, of “what can I try that might work” instead of “what
can I do that should work.” I’ve found that I have a very
pessimistic and/or fatalistic view of a lot of things. Just now I was
thinking about differentiating instruction for learners with special
needs, and how difficult it would be to make special roles for every
group assignment for every such learner in a class. Surely you would
burn out quickly! But then my new mindset kicked in and proposed
“maybe you could identify a common factor in each assignment that
would suit these learners. If you did that, it would hardly be any
extra effort at all!”
Another example: I
struggle tremendously with responding to forum posts of my
classmates. So I decided that I need to make a systematic approach to
this, instead of spending hours staring at a blank page. Here it is:
1. I read the post
for the first time, immediately jotting down any ideas as they come
to me. As soon as I’ve finished reading, I try to convert these
ideas into coherent sentences.
2. I reread the
post, making bullet point summaries of a few words for each point
that the author makes or for each topic they address. Again, if any
new ideas come to me, I immediately write them down.
3. I set a timer and
spend at least fifteen seconds on each bullet point, trying to make
connections or extensions from the author’s ideas to my own or
others that I’ve encountered.
4. I go through the
points again, this time thinking about any relevant personal
experiences I have had.
5. I go through the
points again, trying to remember pertinent Bible verses or passages.
6. I go through the
points one last time, trying to think of questions that I could ask.
7. I sleep on it,
then repeat steps 3-6, referring back to the original text when my
summaries are too opaque.
With this
painstaking method I managed to complete my schoolwork without the
crunch of last minute panic.
JAPANESE
Most of my Japanese
studying was already mentioned yesterday—I read headlines and found
new vocabulary. I wanted to write sentences, but nothing came
immediately to mind, and I ended up running out of time because I was
trying to finish my schoolwork first.
5-MINUTE PLANK
At around 2 minutes
I seem to hear an alarm that says “COLLAPSE IMMINENT, PREPARE FOR
LANDING.” On my longest plank of 2:30, I managed to hold out
against this for another fifteen seconds, but as I start shaking and
feel my form crumple, it is difficult to justify holding myself up.
Five minutes doesn’t seem like it’s going to happen in a
systematic way, if at all. I’ll keep trying to hold out as long as
possible, though, and we’ll see how close I get.
DANCING
I learned a cool new
move called the pivoting pas-de-bourée.
It’s easy to use, suits my style, and I think it looks good—I did
it for about half of my dancing session yesterday. I have also
tentatively chosen the song I want to choreograph. At around 3:50,
it’s much longer than I wanted to do, but it’s one of those songs
that gives me a lot of dancing energy.
PROGRAMMING
With the intention
of breaking my project down into more manageable steps, I registered
for a project management website. Unfortunately the website is a
little complicated, so I still haven’t even started working on
this.
BIBLE MEMORY
I wrote about it
yesterday, and I haven’t worked on it today yet. I need to be more
consistent with which day I write about. o_o
RUBIK’S CUBE
After my post
yesterday, I immediately changed my strategy. Daunted by the mystery
of F2L which I had had no success with in the few times I tried it, I
set out to get a better grasp on it. For some reason it took a lot of
willpower to suffer through a five-minute explanation on Youtube, but
this gave me a foundation. I used references for cases whose
solutions weren’t immediately apparent even after my training, but
little by little I relied less on these references. F2L is a lot of
fun, actually, even more fun than using algorithms to go fast. My
last three F2L solves haven’t referred to the internet at all, and
I did them without stumbling around too much. For the rest of the
month I think I’ll count the number of moves I take to solve F2L
with the aim of reducing them, including rotations of the whole cube,
because that costs even more time than spinning a section of the
cube.
The Last of the Elysian Empire
I managed to avoid video games for the past two days, but I had a
craving when I woke up this morning, and after a couple of hours of
productivity I succumbed to it. I played for two hours and finally
reached the goal that I had had since the beginning of the game, only
to discover no sense of satisfaction upon reaching it and that the
next goal was equally as immense and tedious. I quit and uninstalled
the game.
The module for school this week
was about learners with exceptionalities. In the textbook I
encountered a very thought-provoking quote, which defined
intelligence as “the ability to get what you want out of life by
purposefully using your strengths to compensate for your weaknesses.”
This parallels what I saw in the blog that I mentioned a few days
ago, about learning new skills. I have had many, many goals in my
life, but I have often looked at my failures or progress relative to
these goals and given up. This also explains some of the appeal of
video games—I make goals and usually I can make consistent and
visual progress toward those goals. In some games progress be lost—I
hate that so much that I restart or cheat, and if I can’t do that I
will give up on the game, just like I give up in real life when faced
with setbacks or lack of progress. The blogger I mentioned sets the
example of examining these obstacles and considering how to overcome
them. I’m sure for most of my life I would have said that this is a
great skill, but only because I’ve seen how to do it laid out so
clearly do I believe that I can do likewise.
Right
now I’m working on some skills, but there are a lot more that I’d
like to learn in the future. In addition to language learning, I’d
like to learn how to talk to people, how to ask questions of anyone,
pottery (more), ballroom dance (more), cooking (more), sewing,
carpentry, farming, how to sing better, write fiction, write poetry,
speak in different accents with consistency, play violin and piano,
and many other skills that I may not have even encountered yet. For
now, though, I’m experimenting with this way of living to see if I
can apply it to this variety of areas.
Youtube
has had a lot of ads for something called Master Class lately, where
you take an online class with someone who is famous in their field.
I’m skeptical of this because an expert (especially a popular one)
doesn’t always make a good teacher, and it doesn’t help that most
of the topics they advertise are trendy, plus they’re not usually
interesting to me. But today I saw an ad for creative writing with
Neil Gaiman, and he basically said that writing a rough draft is like
driving through the fog, and writing a second draft is trying to make
it seem like you knew what you were doing all along. That was very
encouraging to me. Although I don’t find Neil Gaiman’s novels
particularly cohesive, Faulkner said something that wasn’t
dissimilar. After my last attempt to write a novel (I think it was in
2014), I had more or less told myself that I didn’t have the talent
for it and I should just give up. I wouldn’t consider writing to be
a strong desire of mine at the moment, but it is undeniably something
that I have wanted to do since I was very young, and I think it’s
something worthwhile, too.
Yesterday,
I read about decision fatigue. I suspect that I’m more susceptible
to it than most people because I put so much effort in every
decision, but instead of making poor decisions (though I do that
too), I usually just put off decisions when I get tired. This might
even explain why I have so much trouble corresponding with people,
and writing in general.
JAPANESE
知能というのは、長所が短所を補って生活の中で欲しいものを得る方法を見つける能力です。なお、知能がある人はほとんど他の人より強くて、大きくて、モテルひとです。
Yesterday,
I wrote this translation of the two impressive points that I learned
this week in school. I’m not sure what today’s text is going to
be yet. To mine my vocabulary words, I just read a whole bunch of
newspaper headlines, not seeing anything interesting enough to seem
worth reading. Almost all of the articles were about the corona
virus, which I don’t want to read about anymore. I might have to
look for a new source of reading material.
5-MINUTE
PLANK
Yesterday
I did three plank sessions. The first two lasted 1:40, and in the
last I held out for 1:45, which means that according to the original
challenger’s definition I have passed this challenge. Still, I do
want to see if it’s possible to hold a plank five minutes
continuously, so I’m going to try for longer sessions from today.
Counting today I have eight days left in the challenge, so I’m
going to try to add 20 seconds each day, starting with 2:40 from
today. In my first session this morning, I only managed 2:30.
DANCING
I
started dancing for exercise over four years ago. In this time, I’ve
learned a lot about dance styles, and I’ve learned a couple of neat
moves. For the most part though, I look like an amateur who learned a
few basic moves but doesn’t know how to use them well. My progress
is depressing. Last night I got discouraged again, and I wanted to
stop just twenty minutes into my session. Fatigue might have played a
part in that too, and I’m also annoyed that I have to work so hard
to avoid making the building shake. Plus, so many of my moves didn’t
feel rhythmically appropriate for the music I was listening to.
PROGRAMMING
I
had enough time to work on my program, but I felt a little
overwhelmed by how much I had to do. I also felt lacking in
confidence in my ability to correct bugs and implement features that
can be used intuitively. I’ve got some steps broken down, but I
think I can reduce them further into manageable tasks which will
hopefully be less daunting.
BIBLE
MEMORY
I
reviewed Psalms 6 and 7 today. 7 is long and was originally rather
difficult to memorize, and I found my memory of the middle section
quite shaky. Even so, I think with a few days of review it will come
back to me.
RUBIK’S
CUBE
I’m
adding this to the list—my goal will be to average under 40 seconds
by the end of March. This is a mostly useless skill, but I’ve found
that it helps me concentrate on other work and gives me a nice short
break when I need it. Plus, I think it’s very easy to see progress
with a Rubik’s cube because it’s such a physical activity, so I’m
using it to test out this method of learning skills and, if it works,
use my success as to encourage my learning of other skills. I
mentioned earlier this week that my current solving average (as long
as I don’t make mistakes) is about 70 seconds. I’ve since been
learning some algorithms that should make my time faster in the long
run, but so far it has only made my mistakes more frequent. I have
one more PLL (fourth and final step) algorithm to learn, and then
I’ll practice these algorithms and recognizing when to use them.
I’m hoping I’ll be able to use these algorithms correctly (even
if not speedily) by the end of February. From March, I plan to work
on F2L, the second step, which is supposed to be done intuitively,
and therefore will be the most difficult and require the most
practice. Once I use this method consistently, I’ll start working
on OLL algorithms, the third step. I’ve spent most of February
working on my first step, so I think it’s doing a lot better than
the rest.
One
important thing that I need to remember in practicing this (and other
skills as well) is that I need to be intentional. I’m really bad
about this when I practice instruments, as I much prefer to play the
whole song rather than practice short, problematic passages. The past
few weeks with the Rubik’s cube has been mostly the same way—I
solve it from start to finish instead of working on my weaknesses in
each step. To discourage myself from doing this, I’m going to say
that I can only record (time) two solves a day, and all my other
plays must be paying attention to individual steps. I hope this won’t
take the fun out of it.
x
Thursday, February 20, 2020
Back to improvement
Yesterday was my first day back on my normal
schedule, but I prioritized schoolwork so I didn’t do exercise and cleaning. I
got my schoolwork finished just after eight, so I actually had time to exercise
(and probably should have done so), but by skipping I wasn’t stressed. I had
planned to get back on schedule on Tuesday or Wednesday, but on Tuesday I ended
up continuing my game as the Elysian Empire and at the end of the day my goal was
still not in sight. So, I played on Wednesday as well. At this point, I just
got tired of conquering, waiting for assimilation to happen and peace treaties
to expire, then repeating. For me the game’s draw is the imaginative potential
combined with the visual progress, but if I don’t invest in the imaginative
aspect, it gets quite dull.
Reflection is an important skill, and one
that I am seeking to improve through writing regularly. I hope it will also motivate
me toward achievement. With that in mind, I will now reflect on my short-term goals
and their progress.
JAPANESE
On Tuesday, I did some reading from the
local newspaper and was impressed at how few words were unfamiliar to me. Even
so, I had difficulty assembling the words into meaning. So just now, I had an
idea about how to improve reading comprehension. Instead of answering
questions, what if I try to write summaries of articles that I read? The
summaries would be in English, so they shouldn’t be difficult, but it should
press me to work harder at comprehending texts. I’ll think about it.
Yesterday I picked up a book at the
elementary school and read a couple of pages, and enjoyed it. I think it would
be great if I went to the library (almost) every day and tried reading children’s
books. I’m afraid, however, that doing so would make exercise more difficult,
because it would have to be straight after work and then my dinner would be
later and I don’t like to exercise on a full stomach, and I’m afraid that
exercising after 8:30 will disturb my neighbors. The reasonable alternative
would be to borrow books from the library, and I have no excuse not to do this
except that I don’t know how and learning to do so would probably involve
talking to people. Once again, I’ll think about it. Although I think reading
the newspaper is helpful, I don’t think it’s the most efficient method to
improve, nor the most enjoyable, so I worry that I won’t be able to sustain
this habit.
I was reminded that my Japanese study doesn’t have a firm goal, and though I wrote in my last entry that I would think and make a plan by today, I haven’t thought about it at all. Writing summaries might be a good goal, but it would be foolish not to take advantage of the potential production opportunities available now for a limited time. What’s the problem with production? I have
no motivation. Is there any production that I would be motivated to do? I am
motivated to talk with Japanese teachers (who talk to me), especially at the
upcoming end of year parties. However, I don’t feel that I can prepare for this
in any effective capacity. So I can’t think of production that I want to do off
the top of my head. I’ll brainstorm some possibilities:
Blogging
Speech
Video
Journaling
Creative writing
Summarizing a text
Blogging sounds nice, but given how much
difficulty I’ve had with it before, I don’t think it’s a viable option at this
point. Honestly, my favorite option might be my idea of summarizing a text. I
could do it in English and then sort of translate that summary back to Japanese
while referring to the original text. Hopefully this will give me practice on
the most mechanical parts of writing, and once I’m comfortable with that I can
move on to more creative writing like blogging. The next question is—am I
interested enough in newspapers to do this? Are there other options? NHK has a
lot of articles, but recently I’ve wasted some time scrolling through them
trying to find something interesting.
Another idea that just occurred to me—what
if I talk about education? I can use it to consolidate the learning I’m doing
in my classes, and maybe I can use it to discuss with teachers, too. It might
not be as useful a topic when I return to the states, since I doubt that
Japanese students will be studying education at an American university, but that’s
something to worry about later.
I think I’ll use both methods, but
prioritize education because it’s more likely to be useful in the present, and
summarize newspaper articles when I can’t think of anything else. My goal for
this next week will be to write at least two sentences every day in Japanese summarizing
something that I’ve learned in the most recent module of class. I will have the
Japanese checked by someone. If I don’t feel like doing this, I’ll summarize an
article from Japanese (with a 3-sentence minimum), and the next day I’ll
translate my summary back into Japanese.
5-MINUTE PLANK
The person who inspired this goal
considered it accomplished when, on the thirtieth day of her challenge, her
combined planking time over multiple planking sessions and different planking
positions equaled five minutes. I think that’s cheating, and I think if I
tried, I could probably succeed at that standard today or tomorrow. When I
measured my baseline plank on Monday, I held it for 2 minutes. On Tuesday, I
held it for 2:10. On Thursday I did two sessions of two minutes each. This
morning I held it for 1:40 but couldn’t hold it any longer. I’m not seeing any
immediate progress, and since I only have nine days left in the challenge I’m
not confident that I will be able to more than double my current record, but I’m
still going to try.
DANCING
No progress for the past two weeks. I
really wanted to dance yesterday though—I was dancing at school and in the
supermarket. I plan to get back to it today.
PROGRAMMING
I worked on my program a little last night.
I encountered a very strange bug when it corrected my typing mistakes, and I’m not
sure how to reproduce that condition. I also decided that I would much prefer
that my correct percentage depend on my incorrect words rather than characters.
So I have a lot of work to do on that.
BIBLE MEMORY
On Tuesday, I wrote out Psalm 1 entirely
from memory with only a few mistakes, which I attribute to having learned this
verse in at least two versions which causes some interference. Yesterday I
wrote out Psalms 2-5 as well. The first two only required prompting in a few
areas, but the latter two were more forgotten than remembered. The first ten
Psalms might be more of a stretch than I had thought, especially since I
remember nine and ten being long and quite difficult to memorize. My more
modest goal is the first eight Psalms, but I think I still have a chance at ten
so I’ll keep writing them out and start reviewing the completed verses every
day.
Having written out these reflections, I
note that with planking and Bible memory I focus more on the goal than on the
means to achieve it. Maybe this is okay for a first time reflection, but I hope
that in general my reflections will concern my processes rather than the goals.
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