Tuesday, February 12, 2019

No Climbing

Ended up playing Factorio again in lieu of being productive, even to the point of not doing programming. But I feel accomplished about Factorio! >.>

Japanese

Reading: 15 minutes
10 minutes of school missives and 5 minutes of news.

Programming

None

Health

Cycling: 20 minutes
I biked to the climbing gym. It was closed because yesterday was a holiday. I was disappointed, but at the same time I thought it might be closed.

Spiritual

Nothing.

Writing

5 minutes
Short entry today.

Career

Nothing

Housework

Cleaning: 5 min

Reading

Nothing.

Social

Nothing.

Monday, February 11, 2019

Foundation Day

Today is a holiday celebrating the foundation of the Japanese nation. Therefore, I had no work. I had intended to do some heavy duty cleaning, but ended up playing a lot of Factorio instead. Still, I wasn't completely unproductive.

Japanese

Vocabulary: 10 min
Reading: 25 min
All Steins;Gate reading and only review of vocabulary. I really should have made some new cards today.

Programming

30 min
All spent on one problem. Assuming that keys are always integers, I tried to use a hashmap backwards, which, even when I got it to work, resulted in a timeout. Then I realized that I could probably just switch the key and the value and everything would be easy and sure enough, in two minutes my problem was fixed. Stupid preconceptions. Still, it was fun.

Health

25 pushups
Also got a little winded biking to Seiyu, but since that's only about 3 minutes away I can't count it.

Spiritual

Nothing.

Writing

5 minutes
Short entry today.

Career

Nothing

Housework

Cleaning: 10 min

Reading

Nothing.

Social

Nothing.

Sunday, February 10, 2019

Israel

Took a nap today because I was really tired. Also bought a green pen for the sake of studying Japanese.

Japanese

Vocabulary: 30 min
Reading: 40 min
30 minutes of Steins;Gate, 10 of Harry Potter.

Programming

65 min
The quartiles problem that I started yesterday ended up taking me 55 minutes to finish, but I did complete it. On the other hand, I managed to read one problem and write a valid solution for it in about 3 minutes despite my focus being diminished by watching the clock. That felt like an accomplishment.

Health

Nothing. My biceps are pretty sore from yesterday.

Spiritual

Went to church, but instead of preaching we saw the pastor's wife show a slideshow about her trip to Israel. It more or less convinced me that Israel was not very high on my list of places to visit. The church here is really keen on Israel though. I'm not sure I buy into that--sure the Israelites were the first children of God, but now I think all Christians are the spiritual Israelites, and making one nation more representative of that than others seems wrong.

Writing

25 minutes
Wrote today and yesterday's entries.

Career

Nothing

Housework

Cleaning: 10 min
Dishes and cooking. I should have done some other cleaning.

Reading

Nothing.

Social

2.5 hours
I talked with people for a little while after the church service ended and had a 2-hour conversation with mom and dad.

Saturday, February 9, 2019

Climbing and Beer

Today was mostly good, but I got a message from my co-teacher about some apparently urgent business. I don't appreciate being insistently bothered about work on the weekend, especially when the urgency is clearly because of her actions. After I responded, she replied with a message that I understood as a passive aggressive attack on my work ethic, but it also included some kind of emoticon, and she later sent me an email recommending some reading material. Language barriers are hard, and confusing people make them even more difficult.

Japanese

Reading: 50 min
Unfortunately, all reading was Steins;Gate.

Programming

15 minutes, did one exercise and learned about quartiles in statistics.

Health

Climbing: 120 minutes
I tried and failed several red level problems at the gym, including some that I had done before. Clearly I need to keep working on getting my strength back to its former level. I also walked a lot.

Spiritual

Nothing.

Writing

Was too tired and cold at the end of the day to write.

Career

Nothing

Housework

Cleaning: 10 min
Some dishes and laundry.

Reading

Nothing.

Social

5.5 hours
I went climbing with Erika, then we went to a craft beer place in Matsumoto, with a little walking around Hirooka while we waited for the train. It was fun. Perhaps most memorable was walking into a tiny shop in Hirooka because Erika hoped that they might have coffee but it turned out that they only sold coffee beans. The owner was really nice and we talked to her for a few minutes.

Friday, February 8, 2019

Plan, what plan?

Today started off nicely--the class I usually dread the most actually went quite well. The next always goes well, and even in the third class, which didn't have a homeroom teacher, my co-teacher actually stepped up to the plate for once and gave the children instructions (all in Japanese of course, but that's better than none). Then in fourth period I wasn't even sure that there was a class because I didn't have a lesson plan for it, but it turned out that there was. The homeroom teacher had a lesson plan, so it worked out okay, but without a textbook or lesson plan I was flying in the dark.

While going to lunch, my co-teacher and I discussed strawberries that were on our plates. She said that she loved them, and I said "Then please have mine." She didn't understand, so I said several variations, like "Please take my strawberries", always very slowly. She only understood when I mimed the action of giving her strawberries. Her English ability frustrates me sometimes.

I hadn't heard anything about fifth period, but I did know which lesson plan would be used if there was a class so when the bell rang I was prepared to go. A couple of minutes later, my co-teacher looked into my room and mumbled something, then stormed off. I followed her to the classroom where all the students were standing up and waiting for us. While the homeroom teacher and I taught the class, she sat next to a student in the back and cried. I don't know why. For sixth period once again I had no lesson plan, and my co-teacher said that she had left the plan up to the homeroom teacher, but when we got there she realized that the homeroom teacher wasn't even there. So I basically made up a plan on the spot. It was stressful for me, and I don't think it was a good lesson plan so I felt bad for the students too (they are, if I had to choose, probably my favorite class). As much as I love the students and the majority of the teachers at this school, I'm counting down until my last day (only nine left!)

Japanese

Reading: 25 min
I read 20 minutes of Steins;Gate, and I'm hoping to read at least one news article before bed.

Programming

Nothing today.

Health

Exercise: 10 minutes
Pushups: 45
I played tag with a few third graders at recess. It was exhausting.

Spiritual

Nothing.

Writing

Journaling: 15 minutes

Career

Nothing

Housework

Cleaning: 15 min
My trash is almost all sorted for the moment.

Reading

Nothing.

Social

6 hours
I was invited to a teacher's house party. It was a lot of fun. I tasted the best wine and the best sake I've ever had. I spoke a lot of Japanese.

Thursday, February 7, 2019

Parents' Visitation Day

I went to the junior high school today instead of yesterday because yesterday they had all-day exams. Today the parents watched the fifth period class. Mr. Ichikawa put me on the spot a couple of times, asking me to read and write Japanese (this time, that was no problem), and then at the end he asked me for a comment. I had no idea what to say, so I just said "good writing and listening". I'm not good at improvisational comments. What does he even expect? When I try something more difficult, he translates something completely different to the students in a joking manner.

Japanese

Reading: 40 min
I read 30 minutes of Steins;Gate and one school missive, so I'm below my goal for today. I'll read some news before bed. I haven't started working on vocabulary yet but will soon.

Programming

Hackerrank: 30 min
I did two, almost three exercises on hackerrank. One exercise was very difficult. It passed all but one test, and I can't figure out why it didn't pass that one.

Health

I walked to and from work, but otherwise didn't do anything. I'm still sore from Tuesday's climbing session.

Spiritual

Nothing.

Writing

Journaling: 120 min
Obviously way over my goal for today.

Career

Investigate: 15 min
I looked at gaijinpot for jobs. I found private school English teacher jobs calling for native speakers and not requiring teaching certification, so that was exciting. I also found an interesting-looking translation job in Kobe for a manufacturing company. Obviously I'm not qualified yet, but the salary was pretty good. Finally, I found out about coding bootcamps. There is one in Tokyo apparently.

Housework

Cleaning: 15 min
No cooking today. I did clean up some trash and pick up my room a bit, though.

Reading

Nothing..

Social

Nothing.

The Nine Spheres

This will be a blog for recording progress in everyday life. I have identified nine areas (spheres in the title) of my life in which I want to invest more time. For the sake of a sense of progress, I need to quantify my progress in these areas in a way that is accurate enough to feel valid but doesn't require unreasonable maintenance. This will primarily be done by recording time spent in each pursuit using units of five minutes. I would prefer to have a more accomplishment-based system, but fewer than half of my pursuits would accommodate such quantification, and I think it will be easier to keep record by being consistent in my units.

Japanese

I failed the JLPT 1 in December. That wasn't much of a shock. However, it was a bit of a shock to see how much I failed it by--I got 36% (56% is passing). I expected to do poorly on the reading, but the other sections (grammar, vocabulary, and listening) weren't significantly better. So I'm going to double down on my studying so that I can have a chance to pass the test in July, 150 days away.

My study areas will be reading, vocabulary, textbook, and listening. For the present, I'll only set goals for reading and vocabulary. I'm a little skeptical about the value of the textbooks relative to the test, but I have no doubt they will help me in some way. I can do listening via TV or audio, but I'm not really interested in either method at the moment. I do a lot of listening at work, but I won't count that. Speaking and writing are important skills, but as they aren't measured by the test, I won't be studying them for now beyond what I do related to work.

Reading: 45 min/day from at least two different sources
Vocabulary: 10 min/day, 5 new words/day

Programming

I don't think I can continue my teaching career forever, and after that programming is the skill at which I'm most qualified. I've thought of several projects over the years, but aside from one game in high school and another for some of my students in Russia, I've never managed to even come close to making a working product. Lack of accountability is, I think, an enormous barrier, but so also is the lack of restrictions. Programming is fun once I get started, but getting started is difficult when you're staring at a blank white screen or an enormous list of features that you haven't even begun to implement. (I should probably make some planning and organizational documents first, but that's even more difficult to start than programming because it's not really making any progress.)

For now I'm going through programming exercises at hackerrank.com. At some point I intend to move on to my own projects, or possibly . My goal is to complete at least one exercise, but I would say that translates to about 15 minutes/day, and I'd like to do more. But I'm just getting into the habit, so for now:

Programming: 20 min/day

Health

By this, I mainly mean exercise. I walk or bike for at least ten minutes every day and teaching elementary school is fairly demanding physically, so I don't think I'm unhealthy. However, cardio and strength training have appeared sparsely in my life and here in Japan I still don't quite have habits. About six months ago though I took up (indoor) rock climbing, and I started going twice a week from November. Three times a week is difficult with my work schedule, but when the new school year starts in April this will hopefully change. I'm also interested in tennis, which I can currently play for ten minutes on Monday and Wednesday, and while it's a short time it's quite intense. In April there will be a Saturday morning class that I can join too, and maybe I'll be able to find some people to play with. I can also ride my bicycle, but that's heavily dependent on the weather, and I probably won't do so with a specific destination, so I don't think I'll set a goal for now.

In winter all of this is a little more difficult, even the indoor gym because I have to bike or walk to get there. Next winter I will be in a different, first floor apartment, so maybe I can do some dancing or interval training in my apartment. For this winter, I'll have to use my willpower to do push-ups, sit-ups, squats, and floor sprints. So my goals are:

Climbing: 2 hours, twice a week (typically Thursday and Saturday)
Tennis: 10 minutes, twice a week (Monday and Wednesday)
Indoor exercise: 10 minutes, once a week (probably Friday)

Spiritual

It feels a bit wrong to set goals for this, and even more wrong to try to quantify it, but it's definitely important and better to be here than not happen. Incidentally, the title also sounds a bit suspicious, but I couldn't think of anything more appropriate. My goal activities are prayer, Bible reading, and church. I'm setting the time low with the hopes that the habit will be easier to establish--waking up and thinking I have to pray for 30 minutes will be, I suspect, daunting and probably detrimental to habit-forming.

Prayer: 10 min/day
Bible: 10 min/day
Church: 1 hour/week (worship time only)

Writing

By this I primarily mean journaling--I want to review my progress daily, and writing is the best way to do that. As for my other blog, I intend to distill the material from this blog to make posts for that one. I may decide to move correspondence from the social sphere to the writing sphere, and I might also try writing fiction or other non-journal material, but for now the only goal I'm going to set is: (and wow did I exceed the goal today...)

Journaling: 10 min/day

Career

Since I'm not planning to be a teacher forever, I want to regularly investigate other options.

Investigate: 15 min/week

Housework

I like cooking and cleaning, but it's difficult for me to make time for them. So I'll set a goal:

Cleaning: 15 min/day (5 minutes in the morning for breakfast dishes, 10 minutes for other cleaning).
Cooking: 90 min/week (not including breakfast)

Reading

Since coming to Japan, I've done a lot of reading. What kind? Fan fiction. It's very entertaining, but not very worthwhile, and I suspect it has a detrimental effect on my outlook on life. I want to change this pattern and find some books that have some value. I'm not going to set a goal yet, but I intend to in the next week or so.

Social

This will involve any time spent in activities with other people outside of work. I don't feel like I can really set a goal for this, but it's something I want to encourage so I need it here anyway and I'll just track it. My only consistent source of work-free social interaction is at church, but other possibilities will certainly crop up.

In total, this makes 2 hours of activities to do every day. I should be able to handle this, and if I can't, hopefully I can make a good justification or pick myself up the next day. Tomorrow, for example, I have six classes and so won't be able to do anything at work probably, and then there is a dinner party, so if I get anything done it will be fantastic.

Escapism

I'm tired of doing things that have no significance. I'm tired of the escapism that sits at my doorstep and bounds inside at the sli...